The sun is shining and nothing is going too terribly wrong, but the deep funk I’m in can’t see any of that. To it, everything is dark and uncomfortable. Minds are unfocused and unhappy, so two options arise; try and rise above it or sulk. The feelings of guilt and obligation battle it out. I should try and make it better/not give into melancholy vs. dude, some shit just sucks right now and I’m sad.
So today, this is what I’ve decided. It’s alright to be sad. To listen to a sad song (or 26) and let everything sink it for a moment. Maybe tomorrow I’ll feel the sun but not today.
UPDATE: Sometimes all it takes is, like, 5 songs and you’re ready for some HAPPIER JAMS – feeling better already 😉